This Shabbat (Sabbath), many in the Jewish community are reflecting upon the rabbinic teachings connected to the weekly biblical reading of “B’reishit” (Genesis 1:1-6:8; Isaiah 42:5-21). The following is a reflection rooted in these. For more about the sources, please go to www.chabad.org.
The first word of the Torah is “B’reishit” which is translated as “in the beginning”. Traditional rabbinic commentary expounds upon the deeper significance of this word and what it can teach us about beginnings more broadly.
The first letter of this word is “bet” which is the second letter of the alphabet (alef + bet). This teaches us that all beginnings are rooted in what was before. It is our responsibility to learn from what was and journey forward.
What is before “bet”? The Hebrew letter “alef” which is silent. Sometimes the most important lessons are not loud, and the most powerful forces are not easily discernible. And yet, without them, there can be no “bet”.
This “silent” letter is nonetheless a letter… it represents the opening of the mouth… the ways in which a vowel attached to it can bring air and sound… to shift it from “alef” to “bet”. And so it is with every beginning: first, there must be an opening, then something to which one can connect, so that there is air and sound… and from this, we find ourselves making our way to something new…
The rabbis teach that the Torah is a blueprint for the universe… The spiritual symbolism of the “alef” and “bet” is filled with profound implications for each of us, seeking to find a way to live and love in this world that seems to have lost its way… veering off course so often that the route back to our deepest purpose seems shrouded and inscrutable.
And so how do we begin fresh? Is that even possible? How do we discern our purpose- that for which each of us has been created… that which will spark our souls with the burning fire of the heavens and renew our zest for life?
The first step is to realize that everything we see… everything we feel… all that is visible is “bet” – part of the created world that unfolded into other letters of the alphabet… further and further away from “alef”. Many religions express this truth by saying that all that we see is really an illusion. And indeed, the further away from our source we venture, the less connected we are to what is real.
From photoshopped pictures to staged public events to ghost written speeches, so much of what seems to animate this world seems contrived… and yet, how much energy do we expend on appearances, externals, things of this world?
The spiritual journey must begin by peeling off the layers… the labels that have been ascribed, the stories that have been repeated, the masks that are worn… finding our way back to “alef”… silence that can lead us back to a new beginning and a fresh start… silence that is rich and nourishing and that pours into the crevices of our heart and mind until we find ourselves opening…
Open… what would it be like to be truly open… open to the world… to others… to ourselves… the ways in which our soul is calling out to us… open to taking action to transform the call of Spirit into a new reality that will be filled with promise and hope…?
This coming week, let us take time to stop, to exhale- releasing the hold that reality has on us… let us exhale and pause, right before the inhalation, and feel the promise of that first new breath, breathing and letting it open us…
In what ways will Spirit call to each of us? What is the Call that will lead us back to our truest selves… Will it be a sign or an accident or an email from a long lost friend… will we recognize the Call or will we be so immersed in the world of letters and sounds that it will fall unheeded, as we get deeper enmeshed in the chaos that we have been taught to call “reality”?
Originally from Montreal, Canada, I studied in Jerusalem at several Orthodox yeshivas, prior to beginning my studies as a Reform rabbi at Hebrew Union College. I am a second generation Holocaust survivor, and early on, wanted to do whatever I could to build a world where hatred and prejudice would never again have the upper hand.
For me, studying Judaism from traditional perspectives was crucial because “it was important to understand what we are reforming”. I believe in making educated choices from the rich set of resources provided by Jewish tradition, in order to ensure that every ritual and prayer is meaningful. I was a founding board member of the Society of Classical Reform Judaism (now Roots of Reform), due to my unwavering commitment to advocacy for interfaith families and the creation of inclusive Jewish communities that are unconditionally welcoming of all spiritual seekers, regardless of their religious background, relationship status, identity or Hebrew speaking ability.
In addition to nearly two decades working in synagogues, teaching, counseling and participating in life cycle events, I am also a social worker, psychotherapist, mediator and trained as an interfaith chaplain. I worked with the American Red Cross after 9/11, providing counseling and support at the family assistance center, Ground Zero and the morgue. My doctoral research was focused on burnout and compassion fatigue, as part of my years of work in hospice and palliative care. My life experiences have taught me hope and how to cultivate resilience and wisdom.
This blog reflects my attempts to distill rabbinic wisdom into insights that can speak to all people. I have dedicated my life to healing and spiritual alchemy. I first began the writings that formed the basis of this blog as part of my role as Vice President of Mission for KentuckyOne Health, an interfaith hospital system that brought together Catholic, secular and Jewish hospital systems, in order to bring wellness, healing and hope to all, including the underserved. I began my weekly reflections on the Torah portion, in order to share some of Jewish Hospital's heritage and values with staff that may not have known much about Judaism. These reflections were then shared by staff with others who asked to be placed on my blind copy list, as well as by the system mission leader of Catholic Health Initiatives to his own reader list, along with his own reflections.
I have been profoundly humbled by the reactions to these writings, and as more people have asked to have access to them, I eventually worked to overcome my discomfort with the internet in order to publish them online. I realized that Jews and non-Jews were drawn to my inclusive interpretations of the biblical text, and my reflections on how to apply these in our every day. I believe that, much like the Sufi teaching that describes all the religions of the world like different prayer beads, with the same string of truth that runs through each of them, so too can these ancient spiritual and mystical teachings can come to life, when we reflect on the echoes of other world traditions and by contemporary psychological theory.
As my professional journey has continued to evolve, and I have found myself transitioning from pulpit rabbi to community rabbi, to who I am becoming as I seek to move beyond all labels, I have found that this site remains an important way for people to get to know me, and understand my theology.
I am fundamentally committed to the sacred act of translation- seeking to discern the Divine through text and life, and to translate those words of Torah and wisdom into reflections that can speak to people of all faith traditions... and in so doing, hopefully encouraging others to do the same. We are all created in the Image of G!d, and as such, each of us has our own unique understanding of the Sacred. In the same way as the rabbis teach that if even one letter from the scroll of the Torah is missing, the entire Torah has lost its sacredness (is no longer kosher), so too is this world diminished so long as people silence themselves. For too long, organized religion has been used as a weapon, to keep people silent and to teach shame... my quest as a rabbi, and indeed, as a human being, is to work to translate religious teachings into redemptive and healing truths, to seek to liberate s/Spirit and to work toward "tikkun olam" (the healing of the universe).
My current rabbinate is dedicated to teaching and mentoring other rabbis, and working with interfaith families, as well as those traditionally marginalized from mainstream Judaism. In the same way as the holiness of the Jewish prayer shawl (tallit) can be found in its fringes (tzitzit) so too do I believe that the most important contribution I can make to the Jewish people is "Keruv" (helping people find their way home), and to the broader world is "shleimut" (helping people to find wholeness). I also serve G!d as a social worker, doing what I can to work for justice for all people.
It is my prayer that the insights in this blog will bring healing and insight to others, and encourage others to find their voice and path. Thank you for your time reading my work.
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